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Reverie: Recollection
00:25
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After the Crash
03:17
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It's time to reconcile for chronic amnesia
You're just the shotgun-shell for the job
You melt me down like cast iron
Then pour me out like concrete foundation...
I met you on the inside (Before you had a name...)
Could you really be (the paradigm?)
My soliloquy...? - My soliloquy...?
Buried deep in all you are
Fermenting my every fear
Potentiality, so far yet so near...
I'm the moth and you're the windshield
I am splattered paint across your floor
You've laid me out like I was hit by an eighteen-wheeler!
And I cannot remember who we are...
Now you're on the outside (I am born today!)
But, could you really be (the paradigm?)
My soliloquy...? - My soliloquy...?
In a state of shock after the crash
I've forgotten how to think, at last
The moment, I remember, standing still and moving so fast!
Nebulous consciousness
Vivid dreams
Memories unflexed
Will atrophy
Cerebral skies grow cloudy...
Potential signs design me...
Deceptive vision
Ignites reverie
Conceptive attrition
Sets me free
Again - again - again...
I see you on the outside (Now that I'm awake!)
But could you really be (the paradigm?)
My soliloquy...? - My soliloquy...?
Collision, redefined
My own paradigm...
The pain is a reminder
That I am alive...
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Reach
03:51
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Do you see them standing there, spineless
Arid, gray and shapeless
Waiting to be seen...?
They're nothing more than silhouettes
Cut out and then pasted
From the pages of a dream...
Still they're wandering, aimless
Robots in their places
Learning how to breathe...
Though they all remain nameless
I know all of their faces
Used to look a lot like me...
So many barriers
To be broken when we're near
They're all so paper-thin
When distance hides our fear, but I
Can't stop thinking
If only you were here
I would understand...
There's more to find - There's more to feel - Now is the time...
I've watched them stammering, brainless
Stuttering as if they've
Forgotten how to speak...
They are the hopeless romantics
Burned out and wasted
The dying breed...
So now they hide in open cages
Waiting patiently, as if
They don't want to be free...
Though they all remain faceless
They're mirrors, clear and stainless
Of the one I used to see...
So many barriers
To be broken when we're near
They're all so paper-thin
When distance hides our fear, but I
Can't stop thinking
If only you were here
I would understand...
There's more to find - There's more to feel - Now is the time...
(All you have to do is reach!)
As fortunes fade with youth
I ask you once again
How long will you wait to
Scar your sterling skin?
A gap in your defenses
Begs to let them in
Do you understand...?
There's more to find - There's more to feel - Now is the time...
All you have to do is reach!
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Dreamset Dynamism
05:50
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Atmospheres empathize
When silver skies begin to rust
(I hear their rhythms in my head...)
Be careful with those eyes
You'll burn a hole right through my chest
(And I'm already melting in this bed...)
No, I won't sit and wait again
Because I believe in dynamism
If I've missed my chance, if it was ever there
It won't return wearing... the same skin
Raveled up in the motions that you make
I'm falling again!
Drifting as the autumn leaves
Slowly - ever slowly...
To the bottom...
These dreams are so vivid
My circadian rhythm falls apart again
(Shelf my heart again...)
In the arms of a specter
She is the vector where our worlds collide
(I'm stuck here on the other side...)
I don't want to sit and wait again
Because I believe in dynamism
The clock is screaming!
But I don't hear a thing...
Wound up in emotions for whose sake?
I'm stalling again!
Lifting my body toward the Sun
As my spirit slowly...
Sinks...
I awoke to reminders in the rain that what falls did rise
An ocean spoke with whispers in the waves of uncertain tides
The clouds broke; the Sun would say, "The ocean lies"
Up in smoke, the dawn today brings familiar goodbyes...
Raveled up in the motions that you make
I'm falling again!
Drifting as the autumn leaves
Slowly - ever slowly...
Wound up in emotions for whose sake?
I'm stalling again...
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5. |
In the Pouring...
02:55
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Waiting for the rain to come
Cleanse our spineless apprehensions...
We burn and blister in the sun
Turned black in a world
Where light is something
Only white can shed...
Therein lie the tools we lack
To reattach our severed ends
Blending light to mend the schism!
Don't ask the questions if you're afraid...
Of the answers!
Won't you sing and dance in the pouring rain...?
Or will you die alone to avoid the pain...? (No!)
Waiting for the rain to come
Purge our groundless trepidations...
We crack and crumble in the sun
Black angels left
To wilt and wither
On the driest river bed...
Prosaic eyes see black and white
Refracted light will help them unlearn
To turn a mind into a prism!
Don't ask the questions if you're afraid...
Of the answers!
If I don't see sky soon I'll go insane! - A life lived so dry will surely die in vain!
So won't you sing and dance in the pouring rain (with me)?
Brush away the cobwebs
From the forgotten corner of your head
Which used to speak with your heart
But for so long, you've neglected...
You're oscillating (back and forth)
Between the lives you could have led
Quit looking to your feet! - The answer is falling from sky...
And you aren't even getting wet!
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There was a time
When you would shed the sun on everyone you met
Though out of sight
You're still a source of light, afraid to set a fire
And though you now sit alone
Casting shadows to eclipse your own silhouette
I see you there
You're still a stare in the face, and I'm the smile you forget to hide
I know it's inside
You're still a source of light
And I'm your satellite
Oh please, turn off the gravity
It's grown so dark and I'm so dizzy
Trying to remember...
Lights out...
Again...
For now I'll hide
In crowds, behind their shadows, losing my head
I'll shut my eyes
Just to block out light; letting nothing out or in
Maybe I'm searching for a sign
Of where the hell your mind has gone, or trying to forget
But there you are
You're like a star that’s been pasted to the inside of my lids
I know you're inside
You're still burning bright
And I'm your satellite
Oh please, turn off the gravity
It's grown so dark and I'm so dizzy
Trying to remember (where I am)
Oh please, turn on the lights
I'd open my eyes but I'm too busy
Trying to remember (while I can)
Lights out...
Again...
Don't - Don't burn out on me
Oh please, turn off the gravity
There's a black hole inside your head...
Don't - Don't burn out on me
You'll swallow all your memories
Oh please, turn on your lights, instead!
Oh please, turn off the gravity
It's grown so dark and I'm so dizzy
Trying to remember (where I am)
Oh please, turn on the lights
I'd open my eyes but I'm too busy
Trying to remember (while I can)
Lights out (Lights out)
Lights out... again...
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7. |
Sun & Rain
04:28
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Sun and rain
Stray particles, speckling
Painting patterns you made so familiar...
Stain my skin
Chains were broken
By the words you spoke with my lips...
As they came
On that night, the city
Shook the stars from your sky, with a wish...
In your eyes, remained
The rest, raining down on me
I hid them inside your kiss...
For just that one moment
The world disappeared
And the city was frozen
Along with our fears
For all that we'd bade
Had formed into the crown
Of both sun and rain
And all came... crashing down...
Sun and rain
All life, I've trained
To discern heart from brain at the start...
Stolen, they
Look exactly the same
But they've never looked quite like this...
Crescent mane
Dancing - Dazzling
The dark side dared to shine, clear and crisp...
I think I saw this in a dream
Or maybe on the silver screen
Long before I was sure that it could not exist...
The day, torn asunder
Was bound in the clouds
Of a storm, without thunder
To drown city sounds
For there struck no lightning
Of doubt where we found
In both sun and rain
The walls came... crashing down...
I’ve never felt such freedom - I’ve never felt so alive...
How many boundaries can just one moment defy...?
(For just that one moment
The world disappeared
And the city was frozen
Along with our fears
For all that we'd bade
Had formed into the crown
Of both sun and rain
And all came... crashing down...)
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8. |
Fog Hunting (White Lies)
03:33
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I'm retracing our map
It feels like chasing a ghost
In the fog; I lost your words...
I saw it surround me
But when I needed it most (Like a ghost...)
It faded faster than I could reach...
I thought I'd been blessed by my own ghost
I guess I confess that my impulse
At best, was possessed, and at the most
I left a piece of it behind...
Inside a cloud of white lies...
I'm chasing that cloud
It's just like hunting a ghost down
Even if it's yours, I'm way of course, and at a loss for words...
I feel you around me
Though you’re not even close (Maybe never were...)
You faded faster than I could say: "I'm real..."
(There was a lesson here, somewhere...
But I lost it in the fog...)
I thought I'd been blessed by my own ghost
I guess I confess that my impulse
At best, was possessed, and at the most
I left a piece of it behind...
Inside the chest of someone else's ghost...
I begin again with each new birth
End up in my head, gestating words
I give you my best and brace for the worst
As bad as the rest and as good as the first
You said that my language could quench your thirst
I could pour you and ocean, but what's it worth?
Your replies are haunted and rehearsed
With these white lies!
(Your voice echoes in my ear
Smiles traced within the sound...)
I thought I'd been blessed by my own ghost
I guess I confess that my impulse
At best, was possessed, and at the most
I left a piece of it behind...
(So excuse me, my dear
While I chase another cloud...)
I'm facing the facts; I came so close
To taking it back, though I suppose
Retracing my tracks is otiose
I know exactly what I'll find...
The will-o'-the-wisp in your green eyes...
(They're white lies...)
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Ascending waves pulse in poise
Elevating other noise
Into white, without a choice
Rather listen, above it all...
Move me where I stand
Almost feel it touch my hand
Terraforming every land
A door into a portal...
Luminescent, like
Sun in eyes, they'll white-
Out my every colored light
I can send no signal...
Moments falter and rewind
Accelerating time
In and out of sync with mine
A latent heart that will recall...
The muted mind... (in pantomime...)
Speak without a voice
Transforming all noise
Into white, without a choice
Rather listen, above it all... (There, one voice remains...)
Touch without a hand
Entering, I don't understand (I don't...)
Terraforming every land
A door into a portal... (Channeling Xanadu...)
Paint me without sight
Lunar eyes will white-
Out my every colored light
I can send no signal... (In response...)
Rhythms shudder without time
Blindly beating deaf designs
In and out of sync with mine
A latent heart that will recall...
The muted mind... all in pantomime...
Whose eyes are these
Never meeting - unmet?
Whose hand is this
Never touching - unfelt?
Whose voice speaks
Never kissing the ears
Of a clock that beats
Giving life - unset?
Synchronize with mine:
A latent heart in pantomime!
Synchronize with mine!
Synchronize...
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10. |
Skipping Stones
05:29
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You can't keep a secret
That secretly wants to be told...
Someone will surely steal it
Just so they can watch you unfold...
You've got to address it
To come alive before you're old... (Can’t keep it... [x11])
You are efflorescent
Show your insides; let me hold...them... (Address it... [x2])
Okay, by now...
This will all seem out of place - Out of line!
But right now...
I feel it's time I spoke my mind...
I've had these burning questions
Melting me down, out from inside...
I've struggled to ignore them
But I can't put them out! (No!)
Lately it seems, I've
Been falling asleep in my headphones...
Just pondering why
Asking the ceiling as if she knows...
And each time I try
Skipping these wishes, they sink like stones... (I'm skipping stones... [x12])
Straight out of your sky
And back into my head to haunt my bones...again... (They're sinking... [x7])
I'm sick and tired...
Of pouring my heart out into that broken glass!
To an insider...
There are some things I just shouldn't have to ask...
I've had these burning questions
Melting me down, out from inside...
I've struggled to ignore them
But I can't put them out of my mind...
They do grow dimmer now and then
But soon those embers reignite...
"You can't forget her," they've said
Shining like a flower in the sky...
I nod off to the ceiling fan
Spinning my thoughts into a web, over my bed...
It becomes a dream catcher
Weaving nightmares into a net, inside my head...
That blooms like a moonflower
And I launch like a moth, straight into the trap, again...
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11. |
Reverie: Headphones
01:52
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12. |
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Atmospheres empathize
When silver skies begin to rust
(I hear their rhythms in my head...)
Be careful with those eyes
You'll burn a hole right through my chest
(And I'm already melting in this bed...)
No, I won't sit and wait again
Because I believe in dynamism
If I've missed my chance, if it was ever there
It won't return wearing... the same skin
Raveled up in the motions that you make
I'm falling again...
Drifting as the autumn leaves
Slowly - ever slowly...
To the bottom...
These dreams are so vivid
My circadian rhythm falls apart again
(Shelf my heart again...)
In the arms of a specter
She is the vector where our worlds collide
(I'm stuck here on the other side...)
I don't want to sit and wait again
Because I believe in dynamism
The clock is screaming!
But I don't hear a thing...
Wound up in emotions for whose sake?
I'm stalling again...
Lifting my body toward the Sun
As my spirit slowly...
Sinks...
I awoke to reminders in the rain that what falls did rise
An ocean spoke with whispers in the waves of uncertain tides
The clouds broke; the Sun would say, "The ocean lies"
Up in smoke, the dawn today brings familiar goodbyes...
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Forging Reverie New Hampshire
Forging Reverie, our passion project of eight years, unofficially crawled to a stop by early 2015 with a handful of
unfinished songs. As of yet, no tapes have been burned. : )
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Justin’s audio production studio: jaysongstudio.com
Tye’s visual design business (& someday new music): www.tyenewton.com
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